TRUTH OR DARE!!!!!!!

by Patricia Drolet
(E. Prov. R.I.)

Hi! My name is Pat and I had an experience that no-one would ever believe. It all started about 10 yrs. ago when I started dabbling with psychics, automatic writing and so on.

At first the automatic writing was an attempt to contact my father who was deceased. Little by little the lines became words and eventually it became an obsession with me that I wrote every chance I got.

There we all kinds of spirits coming through, and it seemed fun and very interesting! My dead grandmother, at times my dad, you name it it all came through. I asked for protection after talking to a psychic friend I used to see.

Well after many years of writing for some reason the words on the paper went into my head, so it became as if whoever I contacted was one with me. Years went by and I continued to write and more and more these voices began to emerge into my head even when I did not write.

I could actually feel them leaving my body. It was kind of scary, but at the same time I wanted to experience something Spiritual, trying to find myself. Then the nightmare began, one night as I was writing there was so many different energies in my head and seemed to be controlling my body. I felt I was in the background hearing, I was still there but It seemed as if my mind was slowly leaving me.

I know how this sounds, I thought I lost it. I panicked and the fear was so overwhelming that I took off in my car, which turned out to be a big mistake. Whoever was speaking was telling me it was a test I needed to go through in order to become psychic or To help others somehow with good and evil.

So much happened that I could write a book, as a matter of fact they told me that someday I would write a book. There was a feeling of great love at times, and great fear at other times. I felt great spiritual warfare going on all around me, and there was nothing I could do about it. I asked many questions to these energies, one of which was Who is God? They answered God is everyone you have ever loved in your life. And Evil will disappear with Love! So much happened that there isn't enough room to tell the whole story.

I ended up in the hospital and never wanted to mess around with the occult again. Until one day a voice said to me God has sent me to you I am your Angel of God. And every once in awhile She will say things like Love don't worry everything is going to be alright. Sometimes she says that my Dad is with her and tells me what he is saying. I am so frustrated because never in my life before this I have never been mentally ill.

It all started with automatic writing. Just recently I was searching the web and found a site it is staciespielman.com, She was a psychic and healer and she explains how she thought her Angels were helping her and others, only to find out it was all lies, and evil will disguise itself as An Angel of Light. Many years she was a healer and found out the truth. I would recommend this site to anyone who is thinking about trying any of these Spiritual contacts. I realize it is just her opinion. I want to believe that my Dear Angel speaks to me, but right now I cannot be sure.

I go to church, I meditate, I also have a Reiki 1 certificate. I have so much to say but I believe all the answers we are looking for are inside ourselves. I feel inside my soul I am a healer of some kind, but I cannot find how. There is so much more to this experience I had that words cannot express the whole nightmare or visions. I feel as if I am in Purgatory right now, and not knowing which road to choose. I hope with my prayers and meditations I will find the answers!!!